Tuesday, September 7, 2010

as a man u wont understand me

A new start is always frightening

But at least this time I truly believe it’s love

Trying to be more happy than my painful separation

You and we should promise eternity and swear on it


But frequent interest may give minor pressures

Might get annoyed of the long calls

I don’t want to end

You might call the expanding love, obsession

As time goes by I’m getting smaller


Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died

Since I’m lacking,

Since I’m foolish,

I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man


You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty

Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before

The long waits are getting harder and harder

I think of giving up hundreds of times


I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep

I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night

I’m not a woman who expects many things

But I collapse from one of your inattentive words


I still feel like when we first met

I flutter in front of your smile

But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us

But since you’re a man, since you’re my man I still love you


Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died

Since I’m lacking,

Since I’m foolish,

I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man