Tuesday, September 7, 2010

as a man u wont understand me

A new start is always frightening

But at least this time I truly believe it’s love

Trying to be more happy than my painful separation

You and we should promise eternity and swear on it


But frequent interest may give minor pressures

Might get annoyed of the long calls

I don’t want to end

You might call the expanding love, obsession

As time goes by I’m getting smaller


Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died

Since I’m lacking,

Since I’m foolish,

I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man


You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty

Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before

The long waits are getting harder and harder

I think of giving up hundreds of times


I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep

I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night

I’m not a woman who expects many things

But I collapse from one of your inattentive words


I still feel like when we first met

I flutter in front of your smile

But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us

But since you’re a man, since you’re my man I still love you


Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died

Since I’m lacking,

Since I’m foolish,

I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

kembali semula ke pangkal jalan

merdeka has come to its end..
ramai org kate kitorg wat superb 4 human graphic..
but hanye kami yang membuatnye yg taw betapa gelabah gilew time wat 2..
rehearsal mcm gilaa tp when the D-DAY come..
sume tunggang terbalikkk..HAHA
but sngt puas ati laa..
persembahan ponn cam siutt best..
rugi 4 those yg xtngk..hehee :)
now i'm currently at my room sweet room..
sudahh kembali ke IPIS yang dicintai..
semua bertukar menjadi normal kembali..
tudung pungg dh jatuh ke bawah kembali bg sape yg t'naikkan tudung..ekekekkk
rndu kat bantall bushukk ouh!
2morrow dpt cuti satu arii..wuhuuu!
but assignment bnyk xshiaappp lg..i'm dead!
i will give my best ntuk siapkan..
and yg bestt skali is ari jumaat nih balikk for cuti rayeee!!
YEAYYY!!YEAYYY!!

to all yg bace my blog xkire laa yg kenal or x,
i want to wish,
Selamat Berpuasa and
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
maaf zahir dan batin..

p.s: raye dtg umah okiess!!hehee :D

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

sick.


being sick for 5 days now..
smlm g hospital..
arini pungg g hospital..
my tonsillitis is getting worst i think..
gonna operate it soon..haihh!
scared doe!
hope i will be better..
xbestt la sakett2 nehh..
i want to be healthy again!yeaaahh! :D

p.s: not gonna update 4 awhile cuz a alot of assignment 2 be settle b4
going 2 dat 'dont want-but-have to go' independent celebration day training 4 10 days..
trying 2 meredhakan diri 2 go there..sigh* =_='
lets makes memories 2gether ppismp 3.13! :)

sempat lg snap pic time tnggu nk msuk bilik doktor.. :P

dengan my mom..thanx 4 coming for 2 days bcuz of me..ily la! :D

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

jebal! nan gago sipji anh-a!

sy xmaw p merdeka!
assignment bnyk siutt..
plzzz..bkn kami!
tlong jngn bg kami!
kasihanilah kami!
i dont want 2 go..
and i wont go! ;(

Thursday, August 5, 2010

its killing me!

arrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
mencinye nk wat minutes of meeting nih!!!
mengarut-ngarut jeee haihhh asgnmnt dia bg...
sumone help me plzzz!!!
sobs..sobsss... ;'(

p.s: sy dpt rumate bru lg bising mlm nih..wkakakakkk :D